The past is so blurry for me.
Yes. I -had- all my 'memories'.
...But would it make sense to say...
I've forced myself to forget them all over again?
Bury them like precious treasure:
.... pieces of golden reflection
....the razor-sharp gems of nostalgia
So bright & brilliant & painful that they're too hot to touch?
(
Because....my god....-he does-. )