"Behold, this dreamer cometh." Genesis 37:19
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"Behold, this dreamer cometh." Genesis 37:19


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"Behold, this dreamer cometh." Genesis 37:19
Last night I cried like all hell. I cried out every bit of myself I had been hiding away since January. It was deep within me and silent to the world, but now it is out and I have to face it. I purged myself of the guilt and the pain and the knowledge that in the end I may never get to see you again, ( Read more... )

"Behold, this dreamer cometh." Genesis 37:19

I refuse to regret the decisions I have made. I refuse to regret the life I have. I refuse to be anything less than all that I can.
That being said...

I'm officially in way over my head.

"And you shall know the Truth and the Truth shall set you free." John 8:32

"Behold, this dreamer cometh." Genesis 37:19
All of us have demons to battle. It is one of the products of childhood and adolescence. My demon is responsiblity. I feel like it ties me down, drags me to the bottom of the earth, and keeps me there so that I cannot pursue my life. A significant part of me realizes that this view is only half true ( Read more... )

"Behold, this dreamer cometh." Genesis 37:19

Sometimes It Is Hard Being the Lesbian In the Locker Room.Little Man and I go to the gym after I pick him up from whomever had him that day. He plays in the playroom while I work out and then we both play together in the pool. It is a nice little routine. However, there are two small problems with ( Read more... )

"Behold, this dreamer cometh." Genesis 37:19
There are many reasons I need to finish school. Currently the most important which keeps hitting home is so that I have a safe place to put Little Man when I am at work ( Read more... )

"Behold, this dreamer cometh." Genesis 37:19
Today I was straight up with my boss. Many a thing that have not been talked about were discussed. Many a weight has now been lifted from my shoulders. I just feel better not harboring unspoken knowledge that I need to juggle around conversation. It is just fine when it is someone else's life. Then ( Read more... )

"Behold, this dreamer cometh." Genesis 37:19
Little Man has become very verbal very fast. He is now dancing around the house singing things, frequently voicing demands, giving compliments which are hysterical, and enjoying the use of sarcasm and idioms ( Read more... )

"Behold, this dreamer cometh." Genesis 37:19
You gain strength, courage and confidence by eveyr experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. The danger lies in refusing to face the fear, in not daring to come to grips with it. You must make your self suceed every time. You must do the thing you think you cannot do.

~Eleanor ( Read more... )