I got home from BOA and cried. I was so tired I just broke down and cried. It was pathetic. After the adrenaline is gone, and the cheering isn't loud anymore, is it really worth it? Is it? I'm trying to decide if I will do this again next year.

I'm not getting any mail.

My perfect Germany trip costs $4500.

I feel like many things in my life are in transition. I like where it's going for once ( Read more... )

The World is a Fucked up Place

Count every "F " in the following text:

FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH
THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...

( How many F's did you count? )

Sometimes when I'm upset I just want comfort, not advice. Is that so wrong? The advice is usually either something I know already or something that makes me feel worse.

I had an awful day. So awful infact that I really just don't want to talk about it because I just tried to talk to my mom about it. She didn't help.

OK, I guess I should update ( Read more... )

OK...so I took the fricken piano exam ( Read more... )

...because it's pretty much exactly what my problem is. It makes me feel like an idiot.

Me in a nutshell

So I finally got the review of my show that I was in, "Play On!", from the Ruby Griffith awards panel. There was one section titled "Acting" and they wrote, "several actors stood out for the obvious reasons," and the first one was a rather bad review of Dan, who played the director, which I don't think was entierly true. So my heart stared ( Read more... )

Ok, so my heart has been palpatating since last night, nd I hardly slept at all. My left side of m chest hurts. I know that it's because I'm feeling anxious about school starting, because I feel really nervous,etc. Although I know what's causing it, I'm still pretty sure a heart isn't supposed to palpatate that often.