Comments | a_facility: No. xxvii | Xion

seasalt_sunset in a_facility

No. xxvii | Xion | [TEXT]

Sep 17, 2011 22:54

Axel said we'd all get ice cream at the end of the week.
they never came back.

Mera, i think i didn't know it, but i was lying to you earlier.
i cant stop from feeling this way it hurts so much
i couldn't do anything to help anyone
everyone got hurt. my friends got hurt and i couldnt even help them

without the keyblade, im USELESS.

c: riku replica, xion

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text the_daybreak September 18 2011, 03:57:28 UTC

That weapon isn't all you are.

text seasalt_sunset September 18 2011, 03:58:59 UTC

im just a useless, powerless doll without it.

im a broken toy

text the_daybreak September 18 2011, 04:01:26 UTC

Do you really believe that?

I don't.

text seasalt_sunset September 18 2011, 04:50:42 UTC

i dont know what to believe sometimes, riku.

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[text] [100% locked] misakanetwork September 18 2011, 04:00:47 UTC

When Misaka is better, Misaka can teach you to use some weapons, as well as hand to hand combat, if you would like.

[text] [100% locked] seasalt_sunset September 18 2011, 04:05:09 UTC

i try my best already, misaka.

im trying to hard to be strong but its never enough. without it's powers, im weak.
if i cant protect my friends, what good am i?

[text] [100% locked] misakanetwork September 18 2011, 04:08:11 UTC

Weakness can be overcome. You are too reliant one one type of defense. Misaka will help you learn.

[text] [100% locked] seasalt_sunset September 18 2011, 04:15:36 UTC

so im defective.

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Text rogersthat September 18 2011, 04:04:19 UTC

I can teach you hand to hand combat if you like. It'll help you protect yourself and you'd be able to go into battle without weapons.

I don't think you're useless though. You're here which means you have the ability to still do something and make a difference.

Text seasalt_sunset September 18 2011, 04:09:52 UTC

I know how to fight...sort of. im just not strong enough. ill never be.

i can't.
i'm no good. it's always either get myself killed, or do nothing
either way everyone around me disappears.

Text rogersthat September 18 2011, 06:58:47 UTC

I think you might be taking strength much too literally.

One doesn't need to fight or defeat enemies to be considered strong. There are many other ways to measure strength. I wasn't always able to fight or protect people for a long time.

I believe that being able to stand up and continue fighting whether you are physically weak or not is a very important strength to have.

Text seasalt_sunset September 18 2011, 09:53:51 UTC

but if i fight and i'm not strong enough...what good am i? what have i helped?

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private text; nisenosonzai September 18 2011, 04:07:08 UTC

Xion...

[There's a pause before the next part is sent.]

You're not alone thinking that way, alright?
I hate not being able to do anything
More than anything else
but as long as we let this affect us
the more it's going to hurt

Axel and Roxas wouldn't want that for you.
It isn't the keyblade that defines you.

[Tell anyone he was this sappy, and he will END YOU. ...Except not really.]

private text; ;~~; seasalt_sunset September 18 2011, 04:44:24 UTC

But Mera

how do i make it go away.
i can't just...turn off my heart.

i want to be strong, i want it so badly, Mera, but i'm just...not.
i know axel and roxas wouldn't want me so down on myself but...
i feel like a problem. i feel like something is wrong with me.

i just want it all to stop...

private text; ;~~; siiiis... nisenosonzai September 18 2011, 04:50:43 UTC

I'm not asking you to do that, just realize you aren't alone.

You can only be you.
Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
It's this place that did this to everyone, not you.

We'll get stronger and protect each other together.

Re: private text; ;~~; siiiis... seasalt_sunset September 18 2011, 05:15:40 UTC

....thanks Mera.

...But what if i can't do it? what if i can't keep you safe?

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