Today was kinda, weird for me, idk why though. I was really tired all day at school yet I was actually able to pay attention in some of my classes. Then after school it started to rain. Oh yea I forgot to menshion I'm trying out for football. I've been practicin with my buds at home but, i still need to learn the plays. N/e way, it started monday ( Read more... )

What am I doing here again?

Whats the perpose of this?

I feel as though I don't belong?

As if I was misplaced?

Do I belong here?

God, I'm looking to you bud?

Am I just insane?

Or?

Should I get out more?

I'm kinda tired and a lil freaked out right now, its about 12:49 amd i'm up, I usually sleep til like 2 lol. N/e way, last night i had this weird dream. I was like the perfect way to go and live my life. There were huge houses, beaches, some of my buddies were in it too. It jus felt so real though. Then i woke up, and i got like pissed. I was like ( Read more... )

Ok, you gotta listen to this shit, lol. Ight so im at home just chillin out reading this book, when all of a sudden I get a call from my buddy to go take him to GNC. His names Oscar, and hes good pals withs my buds Chris n Alex Knips, their broths. N/e way, this kid don't work out so i was like wtf does he want at GNC? So i go to get em, and he ( Read more... )

Am I the, problem child?

For some reason latly, I feel like really hyper and crazy at night, and i know not why?Just thought u should know/

"As I walked on the path of faithlessness, the tought of nothing, chaos, rang through my head ( Read more... )

Ya no, iv'e had alot on my mind latly from spring break to like now. I dont think iv'e really been living my life up to its full capabilities. I have a 2.5 GPA, and jus kinda feel outcasted right now ya no. i think im just stressed from hw work n school. School is like #1 on my things that suck real bad list. I dont even feel the need to start ( Read more... )

Nm, happened today, i got a headach. O i got a 70% on an Algebra 2 quiz, So happy! yay. But i think nows the time to talk about New Orleans. Now i told you that i wrestle, w/e, well i ended up going on a trip with 16 other kids up there and it was mad awsome! I even remember all there names, which is funny cuz i never remember anyones name. There ( Read more... )

Hey, whats goin on. Im jus like here at my house sitting here, just thinking. Am i going insain? Latly ive been extremly quiet at school, i just dont know why. Ive been in like a deep thought for a while now just about everything. I dont even know what to do with myself. I fell as though all my efforts to try and do something or anything for that ( Read more... )