Happy Holiday's! I obviously haven't logged on to this web site in quite some time and want to start back wishing a Merry Christmas to all.

please tell me life is not like this....i am to young for this, im still a baby, im to week for this, i dont know how to handly this. please dont let being a adult be like this. im afried of it. i wish i had grown up befor i grew up. i have to grow up without being afriad of being a grown up.

even after haveing all of you they want NONE. can you really be that bad?

4 days and a little bit less than 10 hours single....this is not what i wanted from us.

it was the WORST of times!
he says he doesnt want to end it. but damn he does the WORST job possible of makeing me want him.....but tomorrow will be another day.

Well i havent written in quite a while and i finnaly decided to.
So i think my relationship is allmost over dont worry my decision, but life is really picking up im talking to some old friends and im loveing it, o and school im DIEING to graduate! so close yet so far away

The Cristmas seson is upon us. And my gift ideas are so hazy. What should i get him. I allready know but I'm so confused his birthday is just too close. Should I do really nice for Christmas and ok for his birthday or the other way around. If i do really nice for X'mass and ok for his birthday its like a step back. But if i do really his ( Read more... )

He did it to. What i don't understand is how to live throught it again. If you have ever thought that it would be true that the 'first cut would be the deepest' its just DEAD wronge. Your second time around you'll just try to protect yourself so much that once it does happen you relize you messed up and let them in. Its to late your allready ( Read more... )

He’s the only boy I’ve ever missed ( Read more... )

TillYouLoveMe
I cant wait till
You love me
That day will be so great
Why cant I always say it
Not to scare you away?
Or do I really not feel it
Will it scare me away
On the day you love me
It will be so great
I cant wait to feel it
It will be a great day.