it's been a month and yet still nothing has changed. thank god i'm going home for a week. a break and some time to just relax is much needed.

i just want to thank everyone who has been there for me in the past few days. i love you guys more than a fat kid loves caaaaake!

i know this hurts it was meant to

comming home for the weekend....maybe longer

so deep that I didn't even bleed and caught me off guard

i never thought ever in my whole life would i thought this was possible. if you and your friends, who you consider family almost blood, just lived life and tried to be as good people and loyal and caring friends that in the end you'd have to bear and endure something like this, i would have never believed. it's worse than carry the weight of the ( Read more... )

sometimes i forgot that drama does exist in life and if that you go without it for awhile it tends to come in the form a hell bent storm destined to tear you and your friends apart. here's to sticking out the storm with whoever is left and hoping at the end that all will be as normal as they used to be. i can't even begin to tell you what has ( Read more... )

i think watching one of your close friends lose all touch with reality and a grip on themself is the most harrowing experiences. it's like reliving a nightmare you had forgotten from childhood's past. this weekend i was just gonna study non-stop for my bio midterm and hang out with my mother. now none of that seems as urgent as this. i think i know ( Read more... )

Miles gone, times are changing ( Read more... )

"These days and nights blend into one, but one more night is all I need. Another chord from the symphony...to lose control is bliss somehow. And wring the color from the grey, another chance to get away ( Read more... )

today was game day and the first football game i've gone to this season. but that's not why i'm writing this post. i really can't say why i'm writing this post;perhaps it's just to get some stuff i've been keeping to myself lately. what comes to mind is the brand new lyrics "ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out...wish i knew". can't ( Read more... )