why is this all ending so fast?

it feels like yesterday that i walked through kenmore west's doors as a little freshman to roam the halls in search for my locker....

i'm sad.

but i'm ready to start all over.

"Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn't change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world. Head on, ( Read more... )

Matt and i just watched RENT and ate massive amounts of chinese food!

My boyfriend is so yummy!!!

Today i went to the convention center with Sarah Brooks to watch Matt and Joey model for tuxedo junction. Joey was by far the cutest boy in the world. He was poppin' his collar and dusting his shoulders off. He was adorable.

Matt was also very cute. ( Read more... )

2007 
shit man, i graduate in this year.

this past year was incrediblish? 
let's reflect...

i started the new year off with Matthew, Jake and Amber at Kieths house, some special memories right there!!! 
Leah turned 17
Matt and I spent our first valentines day together, he got my lots of little things.
I attended my first Lock-In at school, and i had ( Read more... )

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Sweet.

Summer is almost over.

And my last year of highschool starts.

Awesome.

Where has all the time gone?

I dont know what to do with myself.

This is it.

Shoot.

In 2 more weeks,

I have no life.

My very last soccer season at Kenmore West starts.

FUCK.

My boyfriend is the most wonderful person in the whole world.
this isn't like me to be in a relationship this long. I give myself MAD props.

Tomorrow i go to the Zoo, and then have a slumber party with Matt and his sister and her friends.
word.

All I do is play soccer... everyday. it's actually pretty fucking cool
I enjoy having my license.
I miss ( Read more... )

"You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you ( Read more... )

So, Junior year ( Read more... )

I don't want to do this again.

I kinda wish I never got attached to all my animals.

ughhhhhhhh.

gay gay gay.