new journal.  shinefadingeyes

hm.. i was just thinking

i feel like a really really bad person

i mean i say so much stuff about this one girl who i just absolultely hate with everything in me.

but then i hear from one of my friends "yeah lauren..she talks about you the most. she says SOOO many mean things about you."

and i got really mad.

which i shouldn't have

becuase i ( Read more... )

for all of you that aren't informed...

brittany rung= prom queen barbie/posh spice

samantha king= chrissy/ baby spice

taylor klun= unknown?/ ginger spice

jenna larkin= prom queen theresa/ unkown spice

lauren petrucelli= emo barbie/ sporty spice

haha bus times. i didnt fill some of them in so dont hate me guys.

( eww. )

I

Love

Aral

Eric

Egilmez

With

All

My

Heart.

<333

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY BRITTNI!!<33

i love you!

( bored. )

i'm mad at myself..

for ever thinking that we could be together

and you have no clue how much pain you're putting me through

and it's honestly killing me.

( hotness )

time has run out for me
everythings distant and i dont know what to believe
it's so hard.
lost in the world of confusion
and i need to leave for a while
life is so meaningless
there is nothing worth a smile
so goodbye
i'll miss you

and i'm sorry
but this is my fate
everything is worthless
no one wants me to stay
and i'm sorry
but i've waited too long
so heres ( Read more... )

on a better note..

i think i'm in love.

<3

( lovely )

( hahahaha )