waiting uncertainly
insides boiling
angry and frustrated
guilty.
what if the last words i spoke to her will be the last thoughts in her mind?
fear
regret
helplessness
please make it out alive.

yesterday was the beginning of all the changes that are happening this week, and i'm not sure i can handle many more. i'm not that good with changes.

as promised to erica, here is a full account of my first night in kentucky, and how i ended up surrounded by 7 cop cars at 11 ( Read more... )

as promised to erica, here is a full account of my first night in kentucky, and how i ended up surrounded by 7 cop cars at 11 ( Read more... )

A Jealousy Issue - "Paperweight ( Read more... )

ok, so that wasn't my only post for the summer ( Read more... )

so i went up to orlando for orientation last week, and i think i fall more in love with the place every time i'm there. there's a lot of trees and shade everywhere, the people are always nice, and best of all I KNOW WHAT I"M DOING! (major-wise that is) I'm doing a degree in liberal studies with a focus on behaviorial and social sciences (political ( Read more... )

Derby Day ( Read more... )

all is quiet in livejournal land, all the drama kids are packing. woot happy states eve!

prom was interesting, like every other dance, kinda boring with sucky music, but i had fun even if my attitude didn't change. i'll put the pictures up later.