this journal will be dead from here on out. i will no longer have a live journal. this thing has brought way too much drama and to tell you the truth it's not worth it. for everyone who reads this im sorry. if you have questions about my life ask me personally.

<3 me

don't do this now. please.

have I gone totally retarded? I've pushed one of my best friends out of my life. All because of a boy, and no I didn't do it intentionally, it just happened and I feel horrible about it. Lindsey I'm sorry, I miss spending time with you. As for jeff, as much as I care about him and want to be with him at all times I know I can't do that because i ( Read more... )

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I guess it's time to update. Thanksgiving was good i hope everyone had a great thanksgiving. I fortunately was able to go to two thanksgivings although i didn't eat at the second one. I went to my mothers side's celebration first filled with good food and good company. Then i went to jeff's. I get along really well with most of his family, well the ( Read more... )

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Hm so. I'm never really online anymore, and I really don't update much anymore. Since I last updated I have just been hanging out with jeff, he took me to the doctor thursday, i had to talk to my doctor about my social anxiety meds and about going on birth control. ick. This wed i have to go to the gynocologist to get checked out and now i'm on the ( Read more... )

im exhaustedddddd. I only had about 3 hours of sleep last night. Whenever I'm at jeff's we always stay up really late and don't go to bed too early. I do wish I was there right now though. I miss him eventhough I already saw him today. anyways im going to bed.

ok so, wow. last night. hm. all i'm saying is wow.

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