Sometimes I feel like It's never good enough. I'll never find my nitch in this world. The past couple days, I've really missed Papa, i have such vivid dreams... I feel like he is with me... pictures are capable of holding so much. I really miss Grams, and just wanna see her like everyone else... I miss Liza too, and I hate where I am. This." ( Read more... )

Deirdre tagged me, so now im forced to do this ( Read more... )

Will things ever be the same again? EVER? or has this experiance taken away what was left of my childhood? my innocence ( Read more... )

It's her Party and she'll cry if she wants to...


( Read more... )

ok so yeah, the day ended very nicely i must say ( Read more... )

Fight with my mom. she screams calls me selfish, im the worst daughter in the world, what else is new ( Read more... )

Ok, so really, whats wrong with me? Why can't I learn from my mistakes, my numerous mistakes??? why can't i keep friends? Is this something that resides in me? why do i fall for the same people and the same acts and the same lines time after time? why do i fool for the same smile and wit and charm every single time? i slip in this landslide ( Read more... )

I'm really not sure why i write in this thing anymore. Only like half my friends from my old account bothered to add my new one, and like, no one comments, because my life is pretty darn boring ( Read more... )

So today was eventful and had its moments...Woken up by liza, thankfully w/o spray cheese.... Then once i was ready, the saga continued and we set out to do errands for my sweet sixteen. i decided i would make my center peices to save money, so we'll see how that worx, and whoever is gunnna be at the sweet sixteen, please tell me how you like them ( Read more... )

Ok, im looking at cars again, and dude, i think i found one. lets just hope eBay isnt an ass again and that resevres r met... im goin nuts inside, i am bored to tears, ive been painting a lot tho. its funny, when ur cooped up, you really get creative, lol. but yey, liza is coming over tomorrow, and i think she is sleeping over. god i hope she ( Read more... )