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if you keep looking in the rear view mirror, eventually you're going to get into a wreck.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CmrOB_q3tjo
new athem. only rainbows after rain. the sun will always come again.
im hurting pretty bad. the one who i've loved the most broke my heart last night. im doing my best to deal with this alone, i dont wanna confide in too many people.
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ok so i know i have all the potenial in the world,
P!nk - Glitter in the Air
Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Close your eyes and trust it, just trust it
Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face
And said I just don’t care?
It’s only half past the point of no return
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...smile like you mean it...
i wish i could afford people to just move all my stuff for me, box it and all, and then i would need a cleaning crew. yeah that would be nice.
why i moving such a pain! if i didn't like my stuff so much i would just throw it away. i'm gonna have a lot of cleaning out to do when i get back home. i don't mind, i like purging stuff it makes me feel ( Read more... ) -
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wow i can't even remember what i was mad @ in the previous entry.
so i'm moving back home in 7 days, it's something i have to do, but i hope to not be there for more than a year.
if i save hard core and hopefully convince a friend to move out of there house, then in a year, i'll be set.
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life sucks i know.
just hating myself, that's all.
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feeling alone and stupid and like a coward.
everybody thinks i'm happy but i doubt i truly am.
wish i could just get up and go.
away.
anywhere.
but here.
i wish i could be cat, they have no worries in life.
enjoy the view out a window.
relax. eat. sleep.
entertainment wherever you look.
that seems like the life.
i just feel useless.
just a body.
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just jotting along.
gee it doesn't seem like it's been 4 months since i've journaled. but i guess it has.
it seems like everytime i feel alone and gloomy i seen to turn to my LJ. at least i have somewhere to go, right?
same things are buggin me and i feel like i haven't made an improvements on myself. even though i feel like i'm not trying; i'm making those small ( Read more... ) -
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sooo whatcha doin? i'm avoiding work... well writing my newsletter for work... i went to the doctors yesterday because every now and then my wrist would hurt and the other day i felt a bump in the inside of my wrist and since that is not normal i went, he said it's a syst, just a little ball of fluid build up because of the overusage of my wrist, ( Read more... )
