Comments | _trashyromance: lost.

_trashyromance

lost.

Mar 24, 2005 20:46

hmm...( fuckerrrrr...i hate life right now. )

Comments 18

blinknsum March 25 2005, 03:34:41 UTC

U said wat we say about u affects wat u thnk or do well here ya go. U no longer will care wat ppl thnk about even wen yur not around erica. There i solved yur prob

waterwalker434 March 25 2005, 04:06:39 UTC

hey do what feels right not what people want we will love you either way if we really are your friend...love ya lots matt

_trashyromance March 25 2005, 17:50:01 UTC

if i do something that my firends may not like, then they will not like me anymore and not accept me. but i guess doing that will just prove who my real friends are. i hate myself. i hate so many things about me. thank u for ur advice matt. :] i love you sweetie.
<3
*we should hang out if ur on spring break as well
:]

olovleydarkness March 25 2005, 17:19:50 UTC

dont look up to erica
she is a poser
and those labels and shit
its all childish
and i just used one
poser
haha
dont worry what people think
do you think i got where i am today worrieing what people think of me
i dont think so
my parents hate my b.f and me and him have been going out for almost 7 months if i cared what they thought id be breaking up with him but im not

_trashyromance March 25 2005, 17:47:32 UTC

I DO LOOK UP TO ERIKA. I REALLY DONT THINK SHES A POSER, OR WHATEVER BUT IDK. I HATE CARING WHAT PEOPLE THINK, LIKE EVEN IF SOMEONE CALLS ME A NAME, I BELIEVE WHAT THEY SAY, AD I THINK OF MYSELF AS THAT, AND THATS WHAT I HATE. CARING WHAT PEOPLE SAY, JUST DECREAES MY SELF-CONFIDENCE. I WISH I COULD BE LIKE SO MANY PEOPLE. I WISH I WOULDNT CARE. I TRY TO, AND I SAY I DONT CARE, AND YEA THE PPL MIGHT BELIEVE IT BUT I DONT, AND I NEED TO STOP CARING!! LOL. JESUS I HATE LIFE.
BUT I LOVE U ASHLEY :)

anonymous March 25 2005, 17:43:56 UTC

hey. i dunno if u know me, but i know who u r and stuf ( ... )

_trashyromance March 25 2005, 17:55:00 UTC

a last name would be nice ;] i dont think erika pushes me around. idk. like if she asks me to do something i'll do it because thats what a friend does. if i defend myself, im afraid ill just end up looking stupid. i try not being a follower, but everytime i try not to, someone says a remark that pisses meoff, and that doesnt help. what do u mean by a spitting image of erika? i do look up to her. she is an awesome friend and i just love her personality like i love how she doesnt care and how she she can just be herself and people will like her for who she is. im not really emo, but ok. everyone makes bad choices, everyone makes mistakes, bu they learn from those mistakes, and thats what i need to do, thats what i have been doing. like i admire erika for being so strong and learning from her mistakes. idk if thats just me. idk. i fucken hate it!!!
>:[