so like yea. i feel stuck in my life and nothing is happening and i just want things to happen, and not have to have a process to make them happen, and wait. i feel like things are not for a reason as much as they used to be. and i feel like i haven't seen my friends in a long while and i miss them terribly but things still need to get done and we ( Read more... )

we had a cocktail party. and it was fun. i wore heels. there was some awkwardness. i realize i really like david stanley as a person, well, i think i do. i'm still not sure. if he hurts leanna, that's the last straw. i am tentatively giving him another chance. and maybe others will too. that would be a very nice thing ( Read more... )

ani difranco is my life. she is amazing. there is no way, no words. i definately had existential moments...what am i doing with my life? and such. wonderful things ( Read more... )

i'm a big dork ( Read more... )

its funny how priorities change ( Read more... )

oops. essay due at 4pm today!

and also i'm sorry for being a terrible friend and signing off abruptly after i announced my search for cookies. my comp died as i continued another search, for coffee. and then the search became intense procrastination....and so here i am. but i am sorry ladies, for being a bad IMer.

soooooooooo i just downloaded iTunes, and its giving me crap by not importing everything all at once. but whatever.

anyway, i have 140 songs by 1 artist. guess who it is? wow. i didn't even know that was possible. and i've listened to almost all of them.

i kind of just feel like being a homemaker right now. i want to do errands and clean my room and buy accessories and decorate. and do nothing else but that and socialize. which has basically been the trend of my almost month in chicago, so maybe its just me resisting the idea of going to class and working. but right now its so enjoyable! and i'm ( Read more... )

fuck. i'm sick. and i'm still burping burps that taste like bacardi. and i need to read this article for my kickass music class (that's not annoying, its fun. except i want to sleep). fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.

okay. done. :-)

can't fall asleeeeeep excited for classesssssss stuffy noooossseeeee. soooooooooooooooooooo excited for class!!!!!!!!

had coffee around 10...maybe that's part of the issue.

egads.