I love you, Adam, and you know that I can relate. I may be more happy-go-lucky, hyper, optomistic, whateveryouwanttocallit, but I still get bitter and cynical about everything that's happened, especially when people take their parents for granted. It's hard knowing that your dad won't be there for your major life events, and it's hard knowing my mom won't be there for mine. But you and I are lucky in the fact that we have amazing friends who will be here for us and understand when we're bitching about the things that can't be helped.
Kari. It sucks that you can relate, you know? I sorta wish you didn't have to. Nobody deserves to go through what you or I have, but I guess that's life. It sucks having no real say in any of this, doesn't it. We're lucky to have our friends, and we're lucky to have each other. I love you Kari.
oh adam, i hope i helped a little (sorry if aim emotions are a little distant). the first time you told me about your dad, i was absolutely amazed by how easily you reflected on him. i guess it wasn't awkward to listen to you talk about it. and i have to say, from everything you've told me since then, i reallyreallyreally admire the way you've dealt with it. just know that you've got plenty of listeners who care so much about you if ever you need to talk. i know i can't relate with everything you've been through, and i really do take my parents for granted all the time, but you're sort of inspiring, you know?
I'm so glad I have you to turn to if I need to talk. Considering I'm someone who usually keeps his emotions on the inside, it makes sense that when I actually do want to talk about stuff and express my emotions, going to someone similar to me is a very good choice. You're a great person and an ever better friend. Who'd have thought that would be the case a year ago? =)
Oh Molly Ellis. Life without seeing you 5 days a week is horrible. You're an amazing person and whenever I get reminded of last year's English class I smile and proceed to enjoy my day that much more. What you said is entirely correct - I didn't really think of it that way. I'm lucky to have the father I did for 11 years, and I can find some solace in the fact that 20-25 years from now I'll be able to do all of the things with my kids that I never had the chance to do with my dad.
I miss you. And have you seen Eddie lately? He might as well be white himself. =)
Man, I totally fucking agree. How soon do I have to sign up if I do decide to come back? I can see you making a really amazing father btw. You're def. that type. I miss you very much and thankfully I never ever see Edward..excluding the ocassional nightmare.
Hey, don't insult me. He is a nigger. No more, no less.
(I pray to God he never figures out how to use a livejournal..you know he would find this and make a big wannabemartinlutherking speech about it)
ps. note to lurkers: i'm not actually racist; blackies are the shyt in my book
Life is a fucking BITCH sometimes. But don't we all love bitches?
You're totally right though. There are things that you don't have, that other people do have, and take for granted. But there are also things you have, that other people don't have. And you don't take them for granted. You've suffered some permanent losses, but you've gained a lot. You look at life from a perspective that people strive to see it from. You may think it's a shitty one, but you're only sitting higher up, being able to see the bigger picture. Some people will never be able to see things that way. I love you Adam.
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I love you too.
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I may be more happy-go-lucky, hyper, optomistic, whateveryouwanttocallit, but I still get bitter and cynical about everything that's happened, especially when people take their parents for granted.
It's hard knowing that your dad won't be there for your major life events, and it's hard knowing my mom won't be there for mine.
But you and I are lucky in the fact that we have amazing friends who will be here for us and understand when we're bitching about the things that can't be helped.
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It sucks that you can relate, you know? I sorta wish you didn't have to. Nobody deserves to go through what you or I have, but I guess that's life. It sucks having no real say in any of this, doesn't it. We're lucky to have our friends, and we're lucky to have each other.
I love you Kari.
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=). mm well that's all.
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I'm so glad I have you to turn to if I need to talk. Considering I'm someone who usually keeps his emotions on the inside, it makes sense that when I actually do want to talk about stuff and express my emotions, going to someone similar to me is a very good choice. You're a great person and an ever better friend. Who'd have thought that would be the case a year ago? =)
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Life without seeing you 5 days a week is horrible. You're an amazing person and whenever I get reminded of last year's English class I smile and proceed to enjoy my day that much more. What you said is entirely correct - I didn't really think of it that way. I'm lucky to have the father I did for 11 years, and I can find some solace in the fact that 20-25 years from now I'll be able to do all of the things with my kids that I never had the chance to do with my dad.
I miss you. And have you seen Eddie lately? He might as well be white himself. =)
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How soon do I have to sign up if I do decide to come back?
I can see you making a really amazing father btw. You're def. that type.
I miss you very much and thankfully I never ever see Edward..excluding the ocassional nightmare.
Hey, don't insult me. He is a nigger. No more, no less.
(I pray to God he never figures out how to use a livejournal..you know he would find this and make a big wannabemartinlutherking speech about it)
ps. note to lurkers: i'm not actually racist; blackies are the shyt in my book
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You're totally right though. There are things that you don't have, that other people do have, and take for granted. But there are also things you have, that other people don't have. And you don't take them for granted. You've suffered some permanent losses, but you've gained a lot. You look at life from a perspective that people strive to see it from. You may think it's a shitty one, but you're only sitting higher up, being able to see the bigger picture. Some people will never be able to see things that way. I love you Adam.
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