I just want everyone to be aware that my location in my profile is now accurate. It has always said "Thailand", but it wasn't true. But now it is. I am in Bangkok, Thailand. And it's beyond words.

i like being in hotels because it means i can take a (nearly) guilt-free 60 minute shower if i want. and it will stay hot the whole time.

“My name is Richard. So what else do you need to know? Stuff about my family or where I’m from? None of that matters. Not once you cross the ocean and cut yourself loose. Looking for something more beautiful, something more exciting, and yes, I admit, something more dangerous. So after 18 hours in the back of an airplane, three dumb movies, two ( Read more... )

time to start packing up my life, moving everything, and starting over again. it seems tedious now, all this moving and changing all the time, but i know someday if I'm ever in one place for a long time, I'm going to miss is. I'll think back to that exciting time when i was young and always going somewhere new and changing and growing. i hope i'm ( Read more... )

There's so much happening ( Read more... )

today i bought an amazing polka dot shirt, earrings, a dress, a belt with a broach buckle, and an amazing pair of jeans all for $27. and the jeans have washing instructions that say "we think it's best to wash these with a little shampoo while wearing them in the shower or bathtub. You'll notice the indigo will bleed, so don't spend all day in ( Read more... )

i don't want to go to class. i just want to ride my bike to the harbor or downtown to the part where I feel sort of scared. and i want to bundle up in a scarf and gloves because it's like 60 and that feels so cold right now ( Read more... )

I started to really like him. and like him as more than just a fun casual fling. And I said so. And he agreed.

oops. that wasn't supposed to happen.

it's really quite amazing to me how much people are still caught up in middle-school style gossip and drama. I mean, everyone likes a little gossip, but when it becomes just blatently not true and malicious, I really stop understanding how that's fun.

I guess it makes you realize the true nature of people.

I want something casual, which I have, but it's not that easy. I want to be able to have fun and be liberated and laugh and flirt and be lustful and not have to be wondering what he's thinking or what's going to happen or why. I want to not think about whether people will think one thing or another. Or whether it's the best option right now. I just ( Read more... )