HAY. SUP. I FUCKING LOVE WRITING ESSASY ABOUT NOVELS THAT ARE SO GOD DAMN BORING THAT IT MAKES ME SLEEPY. or something. AND I ACTUALY FUCKING LOVE WORLD OF WARCRAFT. ACTUALLY. BUT MY TRIAL ACCOUNT IS ALMOST GONE AND I HAVE NO DOLLARS. ALSO, I WISH MRS. DARR WASN'T SUCH AN AWFUL MATH TEACHER BECAUSE I ACTUALLY KIND OF WANT TO LEARN MATH. ALSO, I ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like making a suicide attempt. Not because I want to die, or think about dying. Just because, maybe then I can get the help that I feel like i desperately need.

Really though, there's nothing seriously wrong with me. I just don't like people anymore. I like Rocky & that's it. I put too much pressure on him to keep me happy. He ( Read more... )

seriously. i'm way too cute.

today is our one year anniversary. yeah, seriously. an actualy anniversary. except we had to celebrate yesterday. & i also don't get a present until after friday, when he gets his first pay cheque from his new job. i don't ave a job right now, so basically, it was going to be a boring anniversary.

except, i already told ( Read more... )

i can't update this damn thing regularly anymore. not even if my life depended on it.

really; seriously, my life is just so mediocre & consistant that there's nothing about it that motivates me to write about anything anymore. i love my boyfriend, i don't actually have friends, & i haven't gotten any better at any of the things i've wanted to. i've ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas -- almost. =D

My eating habits have been awful, at best. Excersizing has also been sort of a joke. I know i'll pick it up, but it's hard to be eating the things i should be eating & not the things i want to be eating, when my house is stocked full of the later. i need more motivation, other than the kind i get from watching shows ( Read more... )

OKAY SRSLY:

I don't use this journal a whole lot anymore, & i haven't been commenting much, or at all, on any of your entries. My life has been consistantly the same from day to day lately, & updaing on it has more or less become a lot like a chore.

I'm thinking of using this journal more as just a place where i can update & keep track of my eating ( Read more... )

well actually,
i'm so happy.
i don't know.
fucknig mood swings, much?
you treat me like a fucking princess,
& while i'm thinking you're taking me for granted so much,
i realize that i actually am taking you for granted.
& that's not right. it's just not.

you can ask me six questions:

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No matter how random, revealing, rude, naughty or pointless,
I promise to answer them 100% truthfully.
repost this to see what others ask you.

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