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2014 to date
2014 has been very strange so far. Weird happenings. Derek Jeter retiring and how that feels like a piece of my childhood coming to an end. BF come and gone. Deaths. Maggie dying at 8 somewhat mysteriously. Finding mom a new pup thanks to a random friend reaching out without even knowing the situation. Work life. Work load. My feelings. My friends ( Read more... ) -
Under the weather
My sweet boyfriend just brought me sushi without asking because I was feeling sick.
Folks, I found a keeper.
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Today's significance.
I knew today meant something. I couldn't figure it out until just now.
Happy 10 year anniversary livejournal. Ten years. Wow.
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Guy
There was a guy. For about a week. Actually, exactly one week. More if you count the conversations. Now there is none.
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Clarity in 2014
It takes an explosion to see what lies beneath.
The dust is settling.
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So hard.
Love my Mimi.
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Grounded
This past week was exactly what we all needed. We being my family and I. My mother. My grandmother. My brother. I made the best decision to drive up.
I feel grounded. I just wrote a long private entry about it but I felt like sharing publicly as well. Too often I find myself loving life one kickball game at a time. Football game. Tailgates. ( Read more... ) -
Thanksgiving Day - A surprise visit from Scott
Woke up to my Uncle Scott sitting in my mother's living room. I did a double take. "Oh, hey Scott" I said and swiftly walked to feed Charlie. I hovered over him as he ate like it was something I had to do. Then I hurried back to Mimi's to let Charlie out.
It's going to be one of those days.
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Brain blah
Slept too much this weekend. The weight of Mimi wears me out on a subconscious level and I've just spent too much time in bed. I need to get to the gym and get the blood flowing again and make those endorphins sing.
My brain hurts from oversleeping and I'm in a fog. This cycle makes me want to sleep.
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It's cancer.
I found out last night that my almost 91-year-old grandmother has bladder cancer that is rapidly progressing.
She will begin chemo.
Today she is being hooked into more tubes between her kidney and bladder. Or so my mother says. It's hard trying to understand from someone who doesn't understand and isn't interested in science-y things.
Wish I could ( Read more... )