I am scared a well. The last comment was at 10:30ish last night. I sent one this morning and haven't heard anything. Does anyone know any kind of contact info for her?
Well, as I said to stac46days, I emailed her but I don't know what else to do. She really seemed determined to commit suicide from her post and her comments last night, and I really hope she didn't. I don't know how we'd know one way or the other unless she answers my email or posts again.
I am talking with msfirstmom on AIM right now. she says she is still OK 'for the moment' Does anybody wish for me to pass along a msg? Just letting you know. My IM s/n is xxcelestaxx So if you wish to talk on AIM feel free to do so.
Please use my other email msfirstmom@aim.com instead of the posted one.
I'm sorry to have you all worried, I'm not used to having ppl who care about me so it's a shocker. I'm taking it one minute at a time right now, it's too much to explain here but the feelings are still there and my therapist (even if I could talk to her) is out of town until the 23rd.
Please don't worry about me, one less thing for y'all to worry about. Nothing happens by coincidence and I'm not known to be selfish but everything seems to be falling in on me. You guys have enough on your plates for me to add anything else. I apologize.
Don't worry about us. You not only don't have to promise us anything but you don't need to worry. You are not a burden...I care about you. I don't want you to hurt, and your hurt doesn't add anything to my plate.
Take it one moment at a time and remember it is ok to struggle.
I'm just glad you're still here. You're an important person to us as you can see by how we worried about you after not hearing from you for a while.
If you need to talk or anything, you now have my email address, but just in case it's arquenniel at yahoo dot com.
If one minute at a time is what gets you through the night, so to speak, then take it one minute at a time. Just know that the whole community here is behind you and wants you to pull through this and be safe and alive.
One of my friends killed himself in 2005. And even though I didn't know him super well, I still feel sad about it now. Even though you may not know people care about you, trust me, they do. People have a difficult time showing it sometimes.
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So if you wish to talk on AIM feel free to do so.
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I'm sorry to have you all worried, I'm not used to having ppl who care about me so it's a shocker. I'm taking it one minute at a time right now, it's too much to explain here but the feelings are still there and my therapist (even if I could talk to her) is out of town until the 23rd.
Please don't worry about me, one less thing for y'all to worry about. Nothing happens by coincidence and I'm not known to be selfish but everything seems to be falling in on me. You guys have enough on your plates for me to add anything else. I apologize.
One minute at a time is all I can promise you.
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Take it one moment at a time and remember it is ok to struggle.
-Be Safe
Stacey
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If you need to talk or anything, you now have my email address, but just in case it's arquenniel at yahoo dot com.
If one minute at a time is what gets you through the night, so to speak, then take it one minute at a time. Just know that the whole community here is behind you and wants you to pull through this and be safe and alive.
*great big relieved safe teddy bear hugs*
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