so about this time, 17 years ago...i was laying in a mini-hospital bed hooked up to an incubator, while my mom was hearing that i might not recover from my surgery. its amazing how ive only lived 17 years and it feels like ive acomplished so much and so little. life is just ahead of me and i cant just stand around and take advantage of it. live ( Read more... )

man, why does my horoscope always dead-on. haha. i try not to believe it.

have any of you ever had it where you think your doing everything right but everyone tells you your completly wrong wrong wrong. i think im going crazy. i feel like im stranded on an island and everyone i know are crusing by on a ship and i yell for them but they ignore me and leave me there. i dont get how some people can just totally try fo fuck ( Read more... )

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only one day into being in this biker gang and i already get shot with a airsoft gun and egged.

fucking bros.

http://www.youtube.com/v/NhBAJcN8RyY
blonde redhead is so good.
enjoy.
EDIT:it wont let me post the player in my lj, but if you arent lazy. just click the link and get amazed.

that is all for today.

water leads to feeling whole with another person again.

preformed infront of my first crowed yesterday, that was fun. it went by way to fast. it was like, i set up all my shit, then bam it was over. i found it funny that people thought we only played three songs  when we played twice that. i think its just becausee we had transitions inbetween them and we were just too smooth for the crowd or something ( Read more... )

fuck ( Read more... )

might as well update on things that are happening this moment and in the future, seems apropriate. and all thats happening is shit with my band. whoever goes to the show on the 22nd will see me play music with my band. i feel shitty because whoever goes will see about 50 percent of what my band has to offer. because, since not having enough money ( Read more... )