I'm horrible. 
WE BROKE UP. 
I'm the worst person in the world.

wow..im finally updating. It's been forever. I know. Just to say, i got yet another job :D My boyfriend and i are going for 5 months in like less than 2 weeks. I'm going to mexico tmrw and to a wedding next saturday. I need a new phone. I will finish my government class on thursday. My art class in 2 weeks. My history class in August. My boyfriend ( Read more... )

OMG! i just realized i havent posted on here since March the 19th! Sooo many things have happened ever since then. Wow. It's like not even funny! Oh well. I can't write right now anywayz...so I guess if i have time i'll write. If not...It's off to studying! SCORE!!

Stupid internet instructor who doesn't know what he wants ( Read more... )

He left once again :(  how sad. He won't be back for another 3 weeks. Oh well. I'll live. With work and all i've been really busy. It's actually quite depressing. I don't like it one bit. But whatever. We spent saturday together. It was the best time. Just being there with him. What a sweetheart. He gave me a dozen roses. Gawsh. I don't know what i ( Read more... )

I'm a working woman once again. This time i have to stick it thru no matter how much i hate it. I dont know what's wrong with me that i learn to hate the places i work at. I've been there for 3 days and already i feel that im not going to last very long. But no matter what im going to last at least until the summer. I don't know why but i feel i ( Read more... )

He's leaving me! I'm super sad. He's leaving Sunday morning to Louisiana. He's not sure when he's coming back. How terrible. But i'm proud to say that i have a working boyfriend. It's pretty cool. But that's besides the point. I've been so happy lately. All the drama that has been going on i've just learned to ignore it. Life is decent. Besides the ( Read more... )

For all of you bitches and hoes that hate me..i want to THANK YOU. 
Your anger and hate has only made me stronger.
Either way..i hate every single one of you. What
goes around comes around and you bitches are
going to get it baaaaaaaaaad. Now go to hell.

Talk about a bad birthday. It was so bad i called my mom to pick me up.
I hate everyone of you all. All of you guys made my day miserable.
I hope you're happy and drown. I hate being so nice. All of you 
can suck my imaginary penis. Never again am i being nice
to people who just don't give a schitt about me. Screw
all of you guys!

wow..havent posted in a long tiime. Not much is New. I hate life at this moment. Having that doubt in your mind of what happened is horrible.  Having to wait is even worse.  I hated last night. Never again am i drinking. Or smoking.  Or sneaking out of the house.  It's not worth it. ( it actually is, but im having post trauma at this moment)  ( Read more... )