Mainliner

[_sick_girl]

Sometimes it's hard reading some of my old entries, yet when I do, I am able to see exactly how far I've managed to come in a relatively short period of time. It's even hard recognizing me as the same person. It seems like it was an entirely different life. Yet, I never, ever want to forget this time because I'd rather not repeat any of this again

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[junkylife]

taking old entries over here struck a real chord with me; i felt physically ill. i remember how i totally compramised my morals, my scruples, my ideals... everything. there are no friends in this business, and your "friends" behaviour with the speed is common. usually, one is in such a desperate state, you just take it. and they know that. as for the tools, well, its one rule for them and another for you. i am so glad to be out of this world, albeit just for over a month, am sure you are too! and yes, its buffallo 66! i made it seem as if my fave film was a rip-off porno. have a good day, take care, n x