One word: confusion.

And I thought things were starting to make sense.

Or not.

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I think way to much ( Read more... )

Migraines have to be the worst thing ever. I feel like I keep getting them way more than I should. This probably isn't good. I go back to the doctors half way through August so I'm hoping for something. The past two times I've got one I had a freaking fever and stomach ache too. It's awful, I basically just don't want to move anywhere because my ( Read more... )

Sigh. I'm lost for words. I say I'm confused but I 'm not sure I really am. Writing out every thought that passed through my head the past two days would make me feel so much better. I however can not to that because I can't let everyone know those thoughts. Car rides give me way to much time to be think. My heart and mind aren't telling me the ( Read more... )

summer nights are sleepless.

summer days are thoughtful.

summer isn't anything i expected.

I'm in a really weird mood at the moment. I'm not really sure how to describe it actually. I haven't really wrote any real thoughts out in awhile. I just got back from my cruise yesterday. It was amazing for the most part. Every place we went was beautiful. I however deleted a little over 130 pictures earlier by accident because I'm an idiot. It ( Read more... )

I"m angry. I almost feel like I have hatred inside of me, but I know I don't because I use that as a strong word.

Jerk. Liar. Materialistic. Indescribable. My jumble of words right now.

Freaking amazing.

Good thing is have one thing that never goes wrong. God.

Don't let my smile fool you. I really feel like a piece of dirt that everyone walks on.

I ( Read more... )

So it's kind of late and I'm not sleeping because I'm up thinking. I'm at my cousin's house. I seemingly have been doing a lot of thinking today which I don't like. What happened to all those days when happiness was so easy to really find? I'm going to college in two months and I already feel like I've left. I feel like I really don't belong much ( Read more... )

It's my birthday!

I'm legal. Pretty exciting.

Summer is amazing.

I love love love shopping.

I spent too much money today though.

I'm glad to say I will be okay.

Life is good right now.

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