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oh hai LJ.  
Maybe I'll update you in a bit.

lol,

i shouldn't care still,right?

But unfortunately, I will always care.

and it still eats at me
When it shouldn't.

I never cheated on you.
never would have dreamed of it

It's a bit late. 
( 2011 )

I won't ever be good enough.

Priorities.

What they should be looking like for this/last/next week

1. Tox paper (for extra credit due the 5th, actually due 8th)
2. Study for Bio final all week (It's gonna be a make or break, 10th)
3.  Internship paper and documentation ("Technically" was due on the 3rd, aiming before the 10th.  That's the last day when grades are submitted, but I ( Read more... )

Can I not fail again?  Nope.

It's too late to turn back now, or be able to fix it.

=[

I am not moving back to West Bloomfield after I'm done with the internship.  This place just doesn't feel right anymore ( Read more... )

The second I wake up memories pour into my mind.
I thought by now things would get easier.  Lately it feels like it's getting more difficult.
Everywhere I look I see something.

I want to blow up every fucking Yaris and bright blue vehicle I see
I want to be able to listen to the music without almost every other song being a reminder
I want to be able to ( Read more... )

This is going to be the loneliest four months ever.