Boy, have I changed since the last entry....
I think I'll always have that little piece there though.
Maybe not always ignited but still there.

College is soon.
I'm slightly scared but soo excited.
Bah.

I don't even know where to begin on updating this...
so much has gone on in these last few months.
Yet one thing still remains true.

So I'm leaving for the Dare to Share conference in Ohio tomorrow morning with a bunch of people from church. I'm really hoping this will turn me around. I've been so far away from Him and it's awful-- I've revisted things of the past--despair, jealousy, lonliness, regret. I want to get back to a place with Him where none of that crap exists.  I'm ( Read more... )

I have a feeling even though this is a new aspect to my life, things will never change.

I'll prove them all wrong; I know I'll never stop.
It's seriously IMPOSSIBLE, but I'm not complaining.

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I'm glad I found some closure tonight in one of my best friends.  Now I know I'm not crazy for thinking this all along. Some day, it will happen. I just know it.

I get to go back home tomorrow.
er. my second home.
I am sooo excited:]

I met my inspiration today. She's a 5 year old with practically no arms (missing elbow down). She lives her life  and relies on God like it's her job. She never lets the other little kid's questions get her down and she can color in the lines better than I can.  She doesn't complain; she doesn't get frustrated. She made me realize that I have no ( Read more... )