i need to stop falling alseep before i'm suppose to be going out.

i'm sorry daniel. i'll make it up to you.

i'm not using this journal anymore, i got bored. sooo im hiding.

anyone who doesn't hate me, ask.

k i'm going to delete the lisa and sara entry.. no i'm not doing it because i'm scared people are going to come over and 'fuck me up'. i did it cause it was cruel. i'm a cruel person.

and oh by the way, everyone, i could care less what you think.

ps if you think i care about what you think about dan or i. think again, seriously.

and you know, since "he has AIDs", im going to get them, and spread them across south jersey.

last night = your big cute smile, 24 hour diners.. getting to know everything about eachother possible, holding your hand, hicks staring at me, our lips against eachother knowing they will soon meet again.

i long for your kiss. your touch. your voice.

i'll love you forever, please don't hurt me

jessika reiter's thoughts right now:

i need my pills. i want pills. fuck where did they all go? why does my stomach hurt so much?
i wonder how thomas is doing, where is he?
hmm my drug test better not be dirty, i hate rehab.
i told my uncle about my eating disorder, i'm glad he cares.
last night, was amazing. i'm so glad you said no.why did i pass ( Read more... )

i am high as anything but i'll try to explain briefly ( Read more... )

hi niggahs. umm today in rehab i had a NA-AA meeting and two chicks gave me their numbers and i was like awesome. umm i came home maddd tired, and was like.. yea i gotas to go out, it's been awhile. so first i was going to hang out with mark, then kyle, then derek. then i went to da mall with john cause well he needed clothes for school and i was ( Read more... )

Alright so today was my first day of the outpaient program, it had it's ups and downs ( Read more... )

Time, where did you go?
Why did you leave me here alone?
Wait, don't go so fast
I'm missing the moments as they pass
Now I've looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer
So wait for me this timeI'm down I'm down on my knees I'm begging for all your sympathy ( Read more... )