The problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, but really we know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.

i saw an article in cleo about "flirt buddies" and i thought the concept sounded ridiculous until i read it and thought about the way that i act around certain boys that i know. i flirt and allude to things that i don't have any intention of ever doing and i don't think anything of it. i hate the fucked up way boys think - that everything you do ( Read more... )

yes i cried when i saw yasser arafats coffin on the news and i am not going to justify why to anyone.

how i feel about all of this is something personal that no one could understand and i really hate feeling like i shouldn't feel like this.

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oh my god i'm eighteen ( Read more... )

when i wake up tomorrow i will be 18.
i'm scared.

who's going to take me out?

p.s life has be in awe.

i had my last illegal drinking experience yesterday on a pontoon in oatley/como with greta and xar (xarificus). i got sick and my body is now a battlefield of bruises and cuts from god knows what.
it was beautiful.

christina and dani embarrased me today by making me talk to him and i felt like i was thirteen years old and scared of boys all over again. i haven't had a crush in a long time like this and it feels exciting. we were both too scared to look at each other and made small talk and he remembered things that i'd told him about myself when krystal and i ( Read more... )

today i sat through the scariest drive of my life paranoid and in the pouring rain from redfern to my house.

i don't understand how last week we were rushing off to the beach after school and this week it is raining harder than it has all year. if it rains on my birthday i'm going to cry.

wow i feel lost.
i don't think anyone misses me.
i only have two weeks left of being a "child" and i need help with my tattoo idea but i don't know who to ask.
and i have a crush on a boy who apparently has a crush on me but we are both too shy to do anything about it.