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Nov 14, 2004 18:10

i saw an article in cleo about "flirt buddies" and i thought the concept sounded ridiculous until i read it and thought about the way that i act around certain boys that i know. i flirt and allude to things that i don't have any intention of ever doing and i don't think anything of it. i hate the fucked up way boys think - that everything you do means that you want to sleep with them.

i met two boys this weekend, one on friday and one on saturday, that based on first impressions i think that i could like. then there is also of course the chilean god boy from school but we are both so shy i don't know if that will ever go beyond smiling and waving and awkward conversations and butterflies in my tummy. i like that i know that there are boys out there that i actually like because for so long no one interested or impressed me and i was beginning to feel bitter, but i really don't feel the need for a boyfriend at the moment or anytime in the near future.

i had a really great weekend - simone and i went to soul train on friday with suliman and sudanese boys and all i spent was one dollar and on saturday we went driving and although we broke down in the middle of the city and had to wait two and a half hours for a tow truck (thanks alot nrma :p) we had fun waiting because of the people we were with and we couldn't stop laughing.

the sun is shining so bright today and i ate mango so i feel summery and that makes me happy. i bought black havaianas and i want to go to the beach and get back the tan i should have.
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