you know i am sooo sick of my life.. i just wish i can move away from here as far away as possible.i am sick of everything. i am really depressed right now i have never felt like this before. i acutually just want to end my life cuz there is no point to anymore. i am hating this feeling. i can't stand to be in my own skin. i just want to fly away ( Read more... )

i am in pain....i severely sprained my knee on sunday playing golf. i flipped over a golf cart while standing on to look for my ball. i really nneed vikatin so i can literally take away the pain. this really sucks. i can't even go to the bathroom. and i don't think i can go to school cuz it hurts to walk on cruches. that's just my luck cuz finals ( Read more... )

why do i feel this way... i feel like i can't breathe anymore...can't talk anymore. i just wish i could let go.....

ehh...its may already. the year is going by way too fast. but no complaints tho beacuse of the fact that summer is almost here. i love summmer. truely summer is the best season of all. last night i went to al's party and had a wonderful time except for the fact that i got a spliting headache. i love al... and hope she had a wonderful time too. ( Read more... )

today was a very long and tiring day!!!! i just wanted to collapse at home but i had to go pick up a friend's bday present that i am going to tomorrow. well i found out that i have an annoyoumus friend that has beeen leaving me messages in my journal. i really wish i knew who it was. if i find out that its just one of my closest friends playing a ( Read more... )

ehh...i hate michgian weather. It was like 39 this morning and its almost may!! well i just got done working and i hate computers. they are from hell. i just want to get away from this place for a while. i hate school and everything thats going on around here. there are too many problems and i just neeeeed to get away. i feel like getting in my car ( Read more... )

well i am really sorry for not posting consistently. i am sorry. but i have a new job working for my dad at dunkin donuts. It pays well so i don't mind. umm...anyone may post anything about me good or bad.. i would love to hear from everybody well ill try once more to keep posting on a regular basis.

My fingers are numb. My head is aching and throbbing from everyday pain. There is no reason for me to keep going like this. I have to tell you something. Something that I haven’t told anyone in a very long time…. I have no feeling anymore. No more feeling to love, to hate, or to be happy. There is much to tell but so little time to tell it. I have ( Read more... )

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ehh...i am sitting up at school waiting for stupid josh to get done with his presentation. I am going to be soo bored this weekend...if anyone wnats to do anything just let me know