Zane and I talked yesterday. Really talked. Without arguing. Of course the only thing we agree on is that if we ever WERE to date each other it would be catastrophic. With potential for bloodshed and carnage and badness. even though I dont entirely agree. I am willing to take that risk because even though we argue I really think there is something ( Read more... )

last night I came home late from working the 2-close shift and there was an envelope with a lot of money in it. It's not important how much, but it was more than enough for two months rent. And my rent was already paid for two months, so that was that ( Read more... )

some days are diamonds
some days are stones

I've been kind of laying low for the past few days. Since I talked to taryn. I dont know why I feel guilty about that or weird. I was just being nice and honest and at the same time concerned for mike. not that its any of my business. shit this is bad.But yes. I am officially getting a lot better ( Read more... )

Last night mike was feeling kind of down so I invited him over to my adam sandler movie marathon. Yes, thats right, I enjoy adam sandler movies. Dont judge.
And it was fun. We talked a lot. He's pretty easy to talk to. I feel bad that girls repeatedly screw him over the way they do. and it sucks that I like him sooo much, because I seriously think ( Read more... )

I've got to admit it's getting better, a little better all the time.Maybe it has something to do with the weather being so sunny and nice lately. But things really are starting to look up. I have a date tomorrow with this kid Josh from work. He is a cool kid, and he has tickets to an awesome battle of the bands, so it's gonna be fun ( Read more... )

[x] Best memory of me ( Read more... )

((My internet is down and I dont know when it will be back up so I am updating from school, but I can't chat! Sorry I to anyone whom I RP with and please dont drop the storylines. Hah I dont know when it will be back up so please dont cut me. the end ( Read more... )

I love how I can pinpoint all my problems down to one person. I cant believe I ever actually liked him ( Read more... )

I didn't think things could get worse, really ( Read more... )