Do you really want all this to end my love? I could sit here until the cows come home, telling you how much I love you, but you'll never realise how much. You'll never know how much this kills me. But I'm realising, very slowly, that I'm not willing to settle for what I've got. That I want what I had... and I guess the decision lies with you, and if you are willing to give it back to me.
Reread, change roles, look up the dictionary, find the word 'hypocrite', add your photo.
Look Sarah, stay the hell out of my LJ from now on would you? I really don't need the guilt trip from you right now. When I'm looking to feel lousy again, I'll be sure to give you a call and you can tell me what a horrible person I am again. Because right now, I'm getting it from enough people.
Didn't call you horrible, called you a hypocrite. It can only be interpreted as something horrible if YOU don't do anything about it. Think on that. All I ask of you is to use that there brain of yours. No more and no less. When you are ready to do so, DO give me a call.
Stand up, grab life by the balls, and go and do something with that temper more productive than holding a friggin' pointless grudge.
oo this is slightly off-topic...actually extremely off-topic...but....this might get your muse somewhat rolling....at least a little bit...just read it! it made me want to right a story and post...
First of all, I want to say that I am sorry about the turn of event that your life has taken. You appear to be a strong person, and I don't doubt that you will get through it.
While you don't know me, and my opinion wont mean much to you at all, there is something that I wish to share with you.
I am a friend of Sarah's. I'm not hear to plead a case for her, I'm certain that she has hurt you as much as you have hurt her, I'm not here to offer up some kind of pity party on behalf of either of you.
I'm here, simply, to tell you what Sarah wont. Her Grandmother, the one in America, is very sick. It started last week with a car accident and has only worsened from there. Severely worsened.
What you choose to do with this information, if anything, is up to you. But I felt you had a right to know.
Once again, I'm so sorry for what is happening with you, and I know Sarah is too, whatever you may think.
If you don't give up, and don't give in, you may just be ok Mike and the Mechanics - The Living Years
Thanks, about the first bit. I don't know about being strong, but it's nice of your to take the time out to care, even that little bit.
In regards to Sarah. I didn't know about her grandmother. I know Sarah was torn up about not being able to see her last year, it musn't be easy for her, and for that I'm truely sorry. I don't however, know why you are telling me? The last thing in this world Sarah is going to want is a sympathy vote from me, no matter how bad for her I feel.
And for the last? - Hypocites don't deserve anyone's pity.
It may be inappropriate, and totally out of place, but I am putting in my offer of someone to talk to should you so wish. You are under no obligation to take me up on it, but the offer is there regardless.
As for why I told you about Sarah... well, I'm not sure exactly. What is happening in her life at present is effecting her behaviour greatly. It's noticable to me, but totally understandable. She'd told me that she had left a comment from you on your lj (Which is how I got your lj name) and I felt that you deserved to know.
You don't have to pity her, you don't even have to tell her that you know, I just thought it might... help you understand? I'm not certain I can explain it.
I do, however, apologise if it was out of place or unappreciated, it was not my intent to make you feel uncomfortable, if I have.
I am curious. Who are you calling a hypocrite? Yourself, me or Sarah?
I'm sorry, the last was said out of spite. Just ignore it.
And it wasn't unappreciated. Not in the least. I'm actually a little touched that you'd go this far out of your way to help Sarah. It's good to know she's got good people at her back, even if she doesn't actually realise it.
And yes, she's acting a little off. She usually doesn't waste her energy on me anymore, which is a good thing. She'd be better off just ignoring me. I don't want to cause her anymore hurt. But it does make a little more sense now.
As for talking? That offer is appreciated, but unnessasary. But... thank you.
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Reread, change roles, look up the dictionary, find the word 'hypocrite', add your photo.
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When I'm looking to feel lousy again, I'll be sure to give you a call and you can tell me what a horrible person I am again.
Because right now, I'm getting it from enough people.
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Stand up, grab life by the balls, and go and do something with that temper more productive than holding a friggin' pointless grudge.
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While you don't know me, and my opinion wont mean much to you at all, there is something that I wish to share with you.
I am a friend of Sarah's. I'm not hear to plead a case for her, I'm certain that she has hurt you as much as you have hurt her, I'm not here to offer up some kind of pity party on behalf of either of you.
I'm here, simply, to tell you what Sarah wont. Her Grandmother, the one in America, is very sick. It started last week with a car accident and has only worsened from there. Severely worsened.
What you choose to do with this information, if anything, is up to you. But I felt you had a right to know.
Once again, I'm so sorry for what is happening with you, and I know Sarah is too, whatever you may think.
If you don't give up, and don't give in, you may just be ok
Mike and the Mechanics - The Living Years
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In regards to Sarah. I didn't know about her grandmother. I know Sarah was torn up about not being able to see her last year, it musn't be easy for her, and for that I'm truely sorry.
I don't however, know why you are telling me? The last thing in this world Sarah is going to want is a sympathy vote from me, no matter how bad for her I feel.
And for the last? - Hypocites don't deserve anyone's pity.
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As for why I told you about Sarah... well, I'm not sure exactly. What is happening in her life at present is effecting her behaviour greatly. It's noticable to me, but totally understandable. She'd told me that she had left a comment from you on your lj (Which is how I got your lj name) and I felt that you deserved to know.
You don't have to pity her, you don't even have to tell her that you know, I just thought it might... help you understand? I'm not certain I can explain it.
I do, however, apologise if it was out of place or unappreciated, it was not my intent to make you feel uncomfortable, if I have.
I am curious. Who are you calling a hypocrite? Yourself, me or Sarah?
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And it wasn't unappreciated. Not in the least. I'm actually a little touched that you'd go this far out of your way to help Sarah. It's good to know she's got good people at her back, even if she doesn't actually realise it.
And yes, she's acting a little off. She usually doesn't waste her energy on me anymore, which is a good thing. She'd be better off just ignoring me. I don't want to cause her anymore hurt.
But it does make a little more sense now.
As for talking? That offer is appreciated, but unnessasary. But... thank you.
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