so yeah today i went applying at places, i applied at Kohls, petsmart to be a pet care specialist, Lowes, blockbuster, famous footwear, and Michaels. im really hoping for the jobs at either kohls, petsmart or michaels. i would be happy at either of those 3. so i guess now i just wait for whichever place calls first! but the crappy part is that they ( Read more... )

i had a weird dream last night. i had a dream that i had 4 babies! hahaand they were all little boys, and they were sooooo cute. they were all different looking though, they werent like identical quadruplets. but it was a fun dream i was all having fun with them and playing little baby games. i guess my mind is trying to mess with me seeing if i ( Read more... )

oh my fricken jebus... im so tired of living with my granparents. they bitch at me for everything!!. and theyre the biggest nerds ive ever seen! they watch all the stupid shows on tv every night and they like, play judge for them and such like american idol and crap like that. they have like, stupid discussions on every single thing about those ( Read more... )

damn. i just got back from the dr. and they said that my baby is big. shes already big? i still have 3 months to go! that kinda scares me in a way becasue that could mean that she might be born sooner than they think. i think she'll be born in march personally, but hey i dont know ( Read more... )

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damn, i forgot i had a lj ( Read more... )

today my doctor told me my baby is as big as a raisin so far. thats funny

but i hate all the blood tests and shit. they keep poking me with needles. it sucks balls.

this baby mumbo jumbo will all be over next april tho.

good 'nuff.

im pretty sad. i decided to give my baby up for adoption when i have it becasue then it would have a better life. theres so many people out there that cant have kids, and plus im 18, my boyfriend (the father, whom ive been with for a year now) is an alcoholic. so that probably wouldnt be a good idea. but im getting off the island while im pregnant ( Read more... )

this is MY united states of whatever

guess what everyone im pregnant.