i havent felt like this in so long. its so weird. but its a wonderful feeling. im falling in love with nick. he is so sweet and so polite. omg its so not like me to feel like this when we have only been going out for now 2 months. im so glad that he feels the same way. ah its crazy. he said he is going to absolutely spoil me on v-day. and i have ( Read more... )

uhhhh i dont know if i should tell my boyfriend that i cheated on him twice but im in washington and he is in iowa...i will prolly end up telling him once im back in iowa on jan 8th...oh and he really hates this guy i hangout whenever im back in washington....im afraid cuz i love him.

new year resolutions 2006
1. keep staying fit
2. stop smoking
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i had a wonderful 19th birthday yesterday

ive been sober for 2 months

6 more days til chicago

i am so tired...beat...exhausted...worn out...but i have to continue working on these projects...

college is just sucking the living hell out of me. college sucks ( Read more... )

oh yeah im doing great in college. did very well on my french, math, and library 160 exams. one of my recent drawings are up on the wall's of college of design building. and to celebrate im going to a party on friday and to the hookah bar on saturday with john. peace.

yayy college is going pretty well now. my design instructor already knows my name and he likes my work so far. this weekend im gonna be spending a lot of time in the studio.

so im in ames, iowa now attending iowa state university. classes dont start until monday. im really homesick. i miss everyone. but i think its gonna be okay since my friends and i are meeting up fo winter break. and for thanksgiving i think hopefully ill have enough money take a road trip down to alabama to visit my friend jon. he's joing the army ( Read more... )

yupe only have 7 more days til i leave to iowa and never return. ill prolly come back during the summer to see everyone.