i knew id find my way back to lj one of these days. i was thinking about writing in here a few days ago, but didnt in the end. and then i saw lizbeths entry. and then courtnies, and then christines. and now me.  starting a new trend ( Read more... )

a list of the past events from 2005 -- both good & bad
in no special order+ found an awesome boyfriend ♥ 2.7.05 ( Read more... )

yesterday oliver didnt have to take exams so he went out in lake ida on mikey's boat. after period 1 exam, texas and i left school and went to meet up with oliver at the lake and pick him up. we got there and oliver wanted to take me for a ride on the boat. so i told texas to put the trailer on my car (which was like 10 ft away from my car) while i ( Read more... )

my car was in lake ida today.
not the park - the lakeits totaled ( Read more... )

i got my birthday / christmas card in the mail today from brian.
how nice of him .. *sarcasm*
a card, nothing written. just his name signed and whatever hallmark put in that card.
and a $200 gift card to old navy. it would be nice if he remembered that i dont really shop at old navy...
whatever. its the thought that counts right?

why is it that one second everything's going fine and the next everything crumbles miserably to pieces? its horrible.
im so ready for this week and all its finals to just pass by like the wind. i hope it goes by as fast as i want it to.
hopefully tonight the eagle-ette christmas party will cheer me up.
my birthday is in one week!

so i havent totally updated in a while. this entry probably has a lot of "woe is me" packed into it, seeing as im in that sort of state of mind right now. anyway ( Read more... )

i suck at life.
i suck at relationships.

oliver broke up with me yesterday.
i love him with everything that is in me.

wow. come on st. nick, make things right.

i'm going insane.
high school isnt turning out like i had hoped.
i suck. big time

i love oliver.

ill update more later.

fucking hurricanes. i hate them all ( Read more... )