This coming from the person who tries to live life with no regrets, I seem to regret my entire exsistance.

It came and went ( Read more... )

Everythings been getting better lately, so much better, in fact, I almost completely forgot about that one day coming up that drives me absolutely crazy. I know that my two closest friends are there for me no matter what, and summer has barely begun and we have already had some totally awesome nites. I am a lot happier now than I have been in a ( Read more... )

Finals week
no car
idiot parents...

i just can't wasit for summer!!!!!!!!!

Come here, please hold my hand for now
Help me, I'm scared please show me how to fight this,
God has a master plan
And I guess
I am in his demand
Please save me this time I cannot run
And I'll see you when this is done
And now I have come to realize
That you are the one who's left behind

Please stay until I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me I'm right here
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I can't describe the way I feel, god, I wish I could. But even if I was able to, I don't think you'd understand...cause you have no idea...There isn't anything anyone can do to make this better, it's just part of my life and I've learned to deal with it, like I've learned to deal with so many other things. I don't want to complain about it, and I ( Read more... )

I have my in days...and my out days..sometimes i feel great and yet there are still so many days that go by that i hate everything about what i am, who i am, and how i am. I know that there isnt anything i can do to change...but christ. I'm sick of it. I mean, I guess i'm happy. I have a decent job, i get along with my friends, and Todd is ( Read more... )

I feel like I want to say something....but when it comes down to it...I have nothing to say. i guess i'm just kinda depressed, maybe it's the weather, maybe it's life, who knows...

First off, I've had more caffeine tonite than i probably have had in the entire past year and i'd just like to say that tonite was craaazy man. first grocery shopping, then getting fucked over (again and of course like always), and man what a wild time at kings. ha. no seriously we had fun. well, i did i dont know bout sara and rachel...oh my ( Read more... )

It's like that time in the semester where you really just want it to be over, but it's not, and in fact it's the worst part because you have huge assignments/term papers/tests all due. plus, finals week is coming up. although i only have like 15 days worth of classes left so i guess its not so bad. anyway, me n bow have been havin a blast lately ( Read more... )