but i don't care, because good friends really are hard to find. and if you have one or two, hold 'em tight because they can make a shitty night awesome and a bad week forgotten.

no one believes in me. no one.

if you were to ask me the eye color of anyone i know, i would not be able to answer. i don't know the color of any of my friend's eyes. i know too many people to keep that detail in my mind. eyes are dumb. i don't spend too much time staring into them anyway.

... watching people filter in and out of my neighbor's house a few hours after his funeral. his brother says to me "i haven't talked to you in a while." and i want to make a comment that it's hard to talk to someone when you are locked up in a jail or rehab or whatever the fuck it is, but decide it's best not to. instead i nod and he asks what i'm ( Read more... )

my mom is going through menopause and it's really annoying. she only watches the lifetime channel at the highest volume known to man, so i guess she's going deaf too. she doesn't ever clean up anything in the house, which she keeps freezing because of her "hot flashes" that i don't even think exist. it's just her mind. whenever i ask her something ( Read more... )

ZOOOOOOOOOOOM!
that's the sound of me fast-forwarding to graduation.

on the "i don't care" scale, i am currently at 7.8. that's pretty high, in my opinion.

caps, gowns, tassels, graduation announcements, late fees, height, weight, customized envelopes, rehearsal, and a billion other things i don't feel like doing alone.

today i saw someone die and i have come to the conclusion that everyone dies and that's alright.

i was standing in front of my work and one of the old folks said, "come sit down." and he patted the area next to him. so i sat. and then he said "it's nice to watch the clouds float by." and i was thinking to myself that i never want to live to see the day where i actually like to watch clouds, but i suppose it is good to relax once in a while.