The Night Before

[cordiechase]

After Xander dropped me off, I said my goodnights to mom and dad and headed straight to my bedroom. I knew I was safe here. I took a shower and put on my silk red mid-thigh nightgown. I laid down in bed and tried my hardest to sleep.

--dream

Angelus snuck up behind me at The Bronze flirting with me and whispering in my ear. He made me shiver

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[seerxander]

I was laying in bed worrying about Cordelia as well as thinking about Willow and what she is thinking when my phone rings. I knew that my parents were out at some bar as per usual so I answered.

"Hello?"

I said I could hear Cordelia on the other end breating heavily and sounding terrified.

"Cordy, talk to me, what happened?"

I asked worried as I sat up

[cordiechase]

I hear his voice. I feel relieved, that he's up.

"It's ok, Xander. I-I just had a nightmare", I said on the phone softly.

"D-Do you think you can come over? My parents are home, but you can climb up on my balcony. I won't be able to sleep. I need you here with me. Well, that's if you don't mind coming over...", I say hesitantly.

[seerxander]

I told her I should have stayed...

"I will be there in 20 minutes"

I said softly as I threw my jacket on and grabbed the keys to Cordy's car.

"Anything you want me to bring?"

[cordiechase]

I smiled when he asked if I wanted him to bring anything. Xander is so sweet. I love him, so much. I don't know why it took so long for me to realize my feelings.

"No, just bring you", I say laughing softly. "And, hurry up, so we can cuddle".

[cordiechase]

"Sorry, I didn't mean to. It just felt so good", I moaned.

"I love you too", I hissed as he kissed me lower.

He pulled my nightgown up. All I had on were my panties. No bra. I think I see drool forming on the right side of his mouth.

"Xander", I moan. I grab his hair and hold him at my breast.

[seerxander]

I stopped a moment and looked into her eyes

"If this is too much I will stop."

I whispered. I longed to touch her, but not if it would risk losing her.

[cordiechase]

I cupped his face with my hand and smiled softly.

"Xander, if this was too much I would have told you to stop already. You know that. I'm bossy and very vocal. Trust me. This is ok", I say kissing him softly.

I sit up and Xander is on his knees. I remove my night gown and lay back down. Xander is on top of me, again. I'm clad in only my panties.

"Touch me"

[seerxander]

"As long as you are sure"

I said softly she made it clear that it was ok I began kissing my way down her neck to her collar bone allowing my hand to slide down her gorgeous body.

I want to taste and touch every inch of her, I want her so bad it hurts. I finally let my fingers work their way between her stomach and her undewear. I wanted to touch her warmth, I wanted to do so much, this was more than I had ever hoped for.