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[wolfedman]

I turn back towards Willow on hearing her speak. I want to speak, but can't find my voice so walk back across to the bed and hug her letting her know that I want to stay with her. I know that she'll never be the same after what Angelus did to her, but she's still Willow

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[eternally_ozs]

"I want to be happy again"

I whisper not sure what else to say. What I wanted more than anything is to be me again, but me doesn't exist anymore, so where does that leave us?

[wolfedman]

"You will be." I reply, hoping that she believes me.

"I don't know what I'd do without you Willow."

[eternally_ozs]

I wanted to say, you may have to learn...but that would only make things worse, so I just laid there.

After what seemed like an eternity of silence I finally spoke, still quiet.

"I should be doing something, not just laying here"

[wolfedman]

"Well, lets do something then." I tell her, wanting her not to let her mind concentrate on Angelus.

"You mentioned something about homework earlier?"

[wolfedman]

"Okay, food does sound of the good." I reply.

"Want to head to the kitchen or phone it in?"

[eternally_ozs]

"You want me to lie here, so you know what..I am going to embrace my laziness and call it in. But no more sandwiches, or chinese..."

I said softly

"Oh and Xand has me burned out on Pizza"

I said with a smile.

[wolfedman]

"Anything else I should know?" I reply, grinning.

"You're going to tell me you don't want chocolate next."

[eternally_ozs]

"I'm thinking about giving up on chocolate..you know its bad for you"

I tried to hold in a smile, but I couldn't. This was the one thing I liked about him, I loved being able to just joke, and ignore what all has happened.

"Just surprise me."

I finally said

[wolfedman]

"And I like hearing it." I tell her. "And I love you too." I add. "It's just you don't usually tell me twice in two minutes is all."

I then decide to ask. "So what's on your mind?"

[eternally_ozs]

"Its nothing"

I said softly and he gave me a look.

"Really, its nothing. I just had a thought, but its nothing really"

[wolfedman]

"Really?" I ask, not really believing her, but not wanting to push.

"You'd tell me if something was wrong wouldn't you?"

[eternally_ozs]

I looked into his eyes.

"Nothing is wrong"

I said softly

"Its...nevermind"

I said softly not sure really how to ask.

[wolfedman]

I feel her start to shake, and then bring her hands up to start undoing my shirt.

"If you want to stop Willow, just say, it's okay." I tell her.

[eternally_ozs]

"I don't want to stop"

I said softly

"I want to feel what it is supposed to feel like..I want to be all yours.."

I said softly

[wolfedman]

I finish unbuttoning Willow's top and slip it off, then slowly bring my mouth down to the top of her breasts, kissing along where her bra stops and her naked flesh starts, taking my time, making sure she can stop it at any time.