its odd to me that i can be so suicidal at a time when im so happy. not that i would do anything stupid like that, but i just cant help but think
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Speaking from experience...linkeighty8November 8 2005, 22:45:52 UTC
I know how you feel and what you mean. I actually did try to kill myself once. My best friend saved my life. Love is so hard to understand. I still don't understand it. The person I loved more then anything else left me for dead. Then when I hit rock bottom the last person I ever expected came and held me in their arms. I hold her now and I remember what it is like to be loved. Only when we think the world is against us can we really open our eyes and see the ones who matter to us and only when we stare down the jaws of death itself do we know who really cares. If you ever need someone to talk to I will lessen even if all you are doing is wining.
Re: Speaking from experience..._justise_November 9 2005, 18:25:42 UTC
death doesnt scare me and im not suicidal. i just have no preference. and its not a love thing thats just something i was thinking about at the time. not a reason to live or die. youre born you live you die, and you do it all by yourself. its nice if theres someone there to be with but its not a nessecity and its not something that i feel empty without. but thanks for the offer to whine to you ^_^
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