Helloooo everyone, the following is an invite to my 20th birthday party ( Read more... )

Today was amazing. I spent hours in drawing class with my hands covered in charcoal. We listened to Bob Marley and chatted about nothingness. My group is presently behind, but it was worth it.

Then, I talked to my family on the phone. They miss me. That feels pretty damn good.


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Cloud9park: i mean why am i here, though? You said, just remember why you're here...I guess that's what I'm missing. The answer to that question ( Read more... )

My personal journal is almost full. In fact, there's one page left. I keep waiting for an experience worthy enough to finish it. Right now, I have a fun job, interesting classes,awesome people, and beautiful weather. But for some reason this isn't good enough. Since I'm looking for life beyond simple contentment, it's not coming to me. Or ( Read more... )

It's freezing in this house, nobody's here because they're all in Europe or Washington or something, the cat just puked on the carpet, and it's raining.

This situaion actually sums up how i've been the last few days. I'm so cold i feel like my hands won't thaw, I'm lonely, I'm sick, and my eyes are raining.

I'm not sure how much worse it can get

Sometimes when I get a little down, I remind myself that I live in Santa Cruz. Then, everything doesn't seem that tragic. Not that it was to begin with ( Read more... )

I don’t know what to think of it. So I’ll just write the way I remember ( Read more... )

Cloud9park: why SAT II ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD I HATE LOOKING FOR JOBS!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

This morning when i woke up, the house was completely empty. So I took complete advantage of this. I put in my favorite Crosby, Stills, Nash CD, blared it full blast, and danced around the house like a fool, doing laundry and other miscellaneous tasks. It was amazing...sometimes I would sing along at the top of my lungs, even if it wasn't that ( Read more... )