this year has been i dunno no words can describe it.. everynight i cry at night all for the wrong reasons and reasons i wish wasnt there. everything that i thought was goin good just totally turns upside down. i feel so confused dont knwo why i feel like this i wish it would go all away.. i dont really want to be here anymore. its so frustarting i ( Read more... )

well i woke up at 9 this mornin and i cant go back 2 sleep and i dont feel like startin my homework just yet so gonna update this thing early.. first i wanna thank my wonderfullest friend camron for just bein there for me last night n listening to my blah problems. i wouldnt know what i would do without u :) ally is also my wonderfullest best ( Read more... )

today was ........ i dont even know whats the word 2 describe it.. how about hell ( Read more... )

mmmm i'm tired ne ways its 11:10 i'm about to hit the sack pretty soon. my day was funness i got 2 wear my new aloha shirt heh ne ways i got gym today every friday that is and man was i kickin butt :) i was a pretty damn good goalie for soccer lol i block like no other and i scored one goal CHA CHINGGG whoooooo even though i got hit with that dang ( Read more... )

howdy;) heh i'm in a pretty tired nice moood.. today was pretty neato.. lets see i got to eat sticky taffy that was in my hand for a mintue or two. an activity for health lol oooo then nickson gave me a big milky way i was ( Read more... )

havent updated in like what 3 days? who knows.. i feel like shit.. major cramps time of the month and ughh i'm cryin right now and all for the wrong reasons.. well today went over allys after school we have the greatest times i mostly did my homework there like the good lil girl that i am while she took these quizzes on the net. then we mostly ( Read more... )

whoo i have 2 go peee really bad !! but hurryin up and updating this damn thing so i can go study and pee !! today was funness i was in a good moood lol it was funness too even though i didnt really get ne of my homework done excpect my bio but i still have 2 study for that.. ne ways after school went 2 the mall with ally and sandy i got the shirt ( Read more... )

its sunday 943am i'm bored i woek up at 9 and listened 2 music while sprawled on my big enourmous comfy bed it was nice. well lets see yesterday night i went 2 the movies with rach and katie ariel was supposed 2 go but she had a babie so yah lmao we went 2 see you got served it was the shiznitz recommending ya'll 2 see it hott stud muffins that ( Read more... )

um yah i dont remember what i did yesterday.. oh yah i remember now NOTHING lol went 2 work and thats about it.. school was alright i heard/saw something and it made me blow up ahhh yah dont wanna talk about it.. so came back from work around 9 talked 2 the only person who was on the the net was camron so yah lucky him lol got off at 1030 cause my ( Read more... )

What are we? Are we friends? Are we more? Where do we stand? Are you staying? Or, are you walking out the door? What are you doing? Are you coming back to me? Am I going to have to wait some more? I need to know because what we're doing is killing me. I need to know what you're heart is telling you to do because mine's talking to me too. I need you ( Read more... )