Been depressed lately. I should say very depressed. Christmas is making everything worse. I am alone. My wife of 2 and half years (we were together 5 years) left me during the summer, for someone she just met. After 3 months I got into another relationship. And she makes me happy, but recently she's been action odd. We talk just about everyday, see ( Read more... )

You're broken, so am I I'm better off alone No one to turn to and nothing to call my own Outspoken, so am I
Explosive words that your world wouldn't understand Turn away again You're beaten, so am I
I've got a heart of stone No medication can cure what has taken hold You're hurting, so will I
When I awake and remember why I've been running from ( Read more... )

To be free from all of this
I want you to quicken my end

Well lately has been chaotic but fun. My birthday I was surrounded by all the people, who wanted to show me that I was important enough to stop their day. It was probably the best birthday I've ever had. No drama no worries just me having fun with friends. Sara, Brandon, Ryan, Tay, Steven, Beth, Bryan, Tabitha, Johnaton and Melinda were all in ( Read more... )

Well at lot has happened lately it the way of my progress toward my 3-d Heroclix tactics game. I recently downloaded like 20 pages of pdfs of buildings streets parking lots ,and items. Now I just need to get either card board or foam core board, and to get the character sheet and the pdf's printed out.  it's slow but it's progress ( Read more... )

 Dizzy Dizzy and Down ( Read more... )

I just had a monster drink so I am pretty alert right now. But I would like to just take a few minutes and talk about a FEAR!!! 
I myself have a fear of tornados. I am not completely terriefied of them but I would say it is my greatest fear. (I am writing this because it was a topic LJ picked) I think I would like to see one close up, so I could ( Read more... )

I've had a pretty successful day, I will feel better when I get all my loans consolidated. It appears that this could be pretty easy. Ran into a snag, I don't know my federal aid pin. So I have to wait about 4 hours to get it so I can get all the loan numbers. Once that is done I can move forward to the loan for the house. I am excited, just ( Read more... )

It's a bitch and life's a rollercoaster ride, the ups and downs will make you scream sometimes, It's hard believeing the thrill is gone, but we've got to go around again so let's hold on!

That pretty much says it. Here I am at working blowing numbers from Dixie into the stars and what does the market team do, reward Kirk. I am just about 200-300 ( Read more... )

I took a ride with a one-way ticket
I aimed my arrow at the mark & hit it
We all need to be somebody

Been broken down, but not defeated
I kept on punching back till i succeeded
We all need to be somebody, now

We stop at nothing, even climb barbed-wire
We struck a match & set the world on fire
& if we tried, we couldn't get much higher, now

Everyone around ( Read more... )