I've never been able to keep my composure at funerals. Wish me luck.

Someone close to me asked me if we were still friends yesterday. It shocked me because I don't mean to distance myself. I've actually felt like people were the ones distancing me lately. I guess I just work too much.

I wish I could go on a diet. :)

2009 has really started on the right note for me. I guess hard work really does pay off. Literally speaking, of course. Although, I still can't quite manage my money. But hey, it's MY money and I do with it what I please. So what if I eat out 3 times a day. And so what if I buy 20 purses that I'll never use ( Read more... )

So I guess it's been quite some time since I've last updated ( Read more... )

It struck me last night while I was trying to put myself in a coma that things are never as bad as you think they are. Mind you, this is coming from a girl who recently started her period so it must be true ( Read more... )

I've always tried so hard to look on the bright side of things. I'd rather laugh than cry. I'd rather be happy. It's a bit of a contradiction, though. If I want it so badly why am I not happy? I think I know why but I'm dumb-founded when it comes to changing ( Read more... )

There is something very wrong with me. I'm the most jealous, over-analytical person I know. Can I just get a fucking break?

I got my job back!!!!
FUCKIN YES!

Once again I'm jobless.

2008 already sucks. People are really starting to aggrivate me and I'm sick of being the one who always fixes things. If you have an issue, fix it yourself. I'm far too busy to care ( Read more... )

I'm in the middle of another one of those "help myself get over it" phases. Why? Because I'm not as strong as I like to pretend. It does hurt. It wasn't meaningless to me. How silly of me to believe that things could have been different ( Read more... )