So I'm not sure I have much to say anymore that I want everyone to read. In fact, there isn't much to say at all.

I'm single & alone. Do you feel good about that?

I've been doing nothing all day except feeling sorry for myself and reading and blahblah boring shit. And that's all I need.

Are you going to be waiting up when I get home?

Isn't it funny how things are seen so many different ways?
And that words can be hurtful or meaningful,
depending on whose ears they've gone through?
Isn't it crazy, that apologies just aren't enough anymore?
And that they ring upon deaf ears and empty hearts?
Words stingburncut my insides.
Words healsootheopen my heart.

She says Don't worry, things are changing.
He says, I'll only allow it if you're the one sacrificing.But, lovely, she can't do that forever ( Read more... )

( I wouldn't have guessed you had a heart of stone. )

I went to the mallllllllllll. & didn't find my effing skirt. But, whatever.

& then my mom went to VA so I just went to Josh's. And bought like 10$ worth of energy drinks and candy. Cus I'm cool.\

I was watching The Patriot earlier. I was all *sniff sniff i'm not crying* haha. <3 ( Read more... )

So yesterday was good. Spent the night at Kahla's. BlahityBlah. :) <333.

And today I'm going to the mall. & then Josh is going to come over.

Every time I touch my clock it shocks me and goes back to 12:00. It pissed me off.

Whoooa. Leaving. Bye, kids.

lushXcore0 [3:41 PM]: ;-) eat that ( Read more... )

I used to believe that you really could always talk things out. I don't believe that. Yes, sometimes you can. But you can't when someone just isn't willing to change.I don't like feeling like I'm being pathetic in some way ( Read more... )

Hear me again when I say I don't know what to do. I'm losing and I'm losing fast. Sliding and declining and falling and I don't like it. Okay? I don't like it and I just don't get it.

I want this over. Do you get it? OVER. No, you don't get it. You fucking don't.

You're wrong & I've always known it.

We aren't in love. There's no love where I ( Read more... )

Take a step back & think about what you're doing. Although, I'm sure I think about it enough to cover my part & yours.Don't look back. Because I won't be behind you ( Read more... )