New LJ.

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Add it. Or I'll die. ♥.

( & I may hate myself in the morning.. )

Today was goooooood. Except that I feel like complete shit and I don't think that medicine is really helping at all. I think I was diagnosed wrong. Oh well. I am so damn tired right now.

Hopefullllly tomorrow I'm going to go to Joshua's house? CUS JOSHUA ROCKS ME. ♥. & today he was uberly nice and bought me tons of food to eat at lunch. Did I ( Read more... )

I want everything to be very whh00aa happy again. I miss that. A lot. I like normality. Sue me.

Once again.. nothing to write. Because too many people read this. MmmmmmmmmHMMMMMM.

And, beautiful, there's nothing better than knowing that you're mine.

I'm so crazily exhausted of amazingly everything. Jesus. Christ.

So, baby, push me onto the ground.
Do you love me?
Because I want to feel it.

Ignore the fact that the reality of this is incredibley sadsadsad ( Read more... )

You know sometimes you begin to miss somethng that you really know that you shouldn't? And how little things give you signs of hope for something that you don't even want? And yet you can't help yourself? Yeah, it's kind of like thatI hung out with a billion people today. Including Kahla, Evelyn, Perry, David, Otho, Grant, Ridge, Brent, anddd I don ( Read more... )

I'm in a really bad mood. Today kind of.. wasn't so good. And I'm kind of really pissed off. Arrrrrrghhhjdjk ( Read more... )

So somehow through all of this I've managed to have a good weekend. Because I've decided to not let it bother me at all. To go with it.

Take my hand and we can live for another forever.

And if Kahla would answer her dammmmmmn phone, lol. For like hte 90th time I've called this weekend. Hmm.

Another broken heart, another hit and miss.Since when ( Read more... )

So I wrote something. And I couldn't classify it except as.. angry. & confused. And you'll never pinpoint exactly what it's about, although I'm sure you can guess somewhat. Oh, and I was too lazy for puncuation.

baby, you can scratch your blood red nails on my back anytime ( Read more... )