Life...

[_evenangelsfall]

I've come to really rely on my LJ. It's a nice vent. The problem as it serves a vent, the few that read it prolly think all I ever do is whine and bitch. LOL, well for the most part I guess if you really do know me personally it does seem that's all I do. I am a depressed person. I'm lonely tho I have a family. And I am just so tired of

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[katism]

Wow. I'm over my video game phase. That is relevant in my posts. You're going through a lot Denise. Hang in there. And call me! :)

[_evenangelsfall]

I know. I'll be ok. <3

[heidi81]

*Something interesting* I remember seeing a pic of your DH that you posted awhile ago, the first one I ever saw, and immediately I was like "he reminds me of my ex" Who happened to be in the Army. My Ex was 4 years my senior a great guy, but so "immature" He could seriously play his PS2 all day and be happy !! It was like being a mother, and I couldn't handle it. He was a really nice guy, and never did anything bad, but It never felt like we were on the same mental level, and he would do the dumbest most immature things, that made me insane...so I hope things change for you and SOON !!

[_evenangelsfall]

He was a really nice guy, and never did anything bad, but It never felt like we were on the same mental level

Exactly. I hope things change
soon too. It's weird he reminded
you of your ex. You never said
that before. Do you still have
a picture or anything? *Weird!*

[armycandy]

Nope, nothing wise to say.. but I could have written this at your age.. It is an early onset of a midlife crisis.. embrace it and see where it takes you, kiddo. And I am so glad you are seeing it so early.. For to lose oneself in the tasks that are their life, renders one incapable of remembering those goals, dreams, and desires.. if you see now, that your life with him has to be turned up a notch and renegotiated, you have beaten the clock that I could not muster the courage to challenge.. I have said it before, and I will say it again.. YOU are an amazing young woman..

[_evenangelsfall]

Thanks Felicia, you like
ALWAYS seem to know just
what to say. I admire you
for that, I truly do. But
like I said I think that
this lil break to go home
is just what I need.

[alaskalady]

We are living in a parallel universe. I could have written this with the exception of not watching what I eat... LOL..... I am the last person to give relationship advise since I can seem to run my own life at this moment. You are way ahead of the game though.

[_evenangelsfall]

Heh, thanks. I always try to
stay ahead. It''s actually
kind of annoying at time.
Always wanting more, always
seeing more. I think I just
have issues lol.

[alaskalady]

I think you have valid issues. Shit I married a man 12 years younger than me so I could have great sex, all I got was a little boy who still needs to be raised and NOT by me. harhar

And in my other entry it should have said I "CAN'T" seem to run my own life, not that I can, what a joke that is.

[_evenangelsfall]

Lol, I figured that. OH!
I keep meaning to tell
you that I love that new
pic of your and Conner! So
Sweet!