i always thought i wasn't the jealous type.

you learn something new everyday.

i think i've finally found someone i could possibly have a relationship with. :D

so, it's the end of 8th grade and i remember writing in every single one of my friends' yearbooks, "have fun over the summer. keep in touch!" i remember sharing tears in the classrooms with my friends and teachers and i didn't want to go. that year was probably the most perfect times of my life ( Read more... )

i swear this is the last time i'm going to let you break my heart.

you're probably giving me the wrong impression.
(i don't seem to care one bit.)
because today, i felt like i fit perfectly in your arms.
you've been all i can think about. but you seem to only come around at the wrong time.

along with these new intentions for the new year also came consequences.
i don't want to give in to the feelings that led to the biggest heart break i had last year.
this time, i'm just going to let time handle it and not take the situation into my own hands.

(hopefully this will lead to me being the happiest girl in the world.)

i'm planning on starting school tomorrow with new intentions for 2006.
(i'll soon let you know how this turns out...)

my christmas eve party was probably the most fun i've ever had.
(8:24:10 PM):( everybody ages 10-80 at your party were drunk. )

i miss the way he hugged me from behind.
i miss the way he kissed my forehead.
i miss the way he called just to say he missed me.
i miss the way he called me cute.
i miss the way i used to miss you.

sweetie, you had me.

it's pretty obvious that it's over between us and i'm okay with that.
now for the hard part: coping with seeing you two and getting over you.