someone stole my van from the front of our house sometime last night. WTF I THOUGHT I LIVED IN A GOOD NEIGHBOURHOOD. I don't feel safe anymore. *whimpers*
I want to disappear. if I don't, I'll explode. I'm standing on the edge here; my toe is in the water already. so if I can't vanish for a while, I'm going to start my self destruct sequence, because I desperately need to rebuild my psyche- it's already cracked and chipped that there'd be no point but to just start over again. I NEED to disappear.