James = depressed & fucked in the head

I wish god would relieve me of the life I've been given.

I think I've decided to try and be alone, and change the world. I just don't know where to start. I do my day to day nice things, and hope that they help positiveness sperad ( Read more... )

I wish I wasn't alone ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but suddenly I've fealt that I've done everyone a big disgrace by being alive. Which is weird because I haven't fealt alive in such a long long time. I've fealt so dead on the inside. I don't know what to do with my life. All I know is that I don't feel like I've been doing anyone good with me being alive. I think that is why ( Read more... )

Those were the words that my new room mate just said to me. Yes, to all that don't know yet, Victor has moved in with me. And I don't know if I already posted about it, but, my friend Steve Smith moved in with me earlier this year. We meant to have a party for it, but, I've been spending most of my time trying to keep my jobs and my household in ( Read more... )

I feel like I've not been a good friend to people lately. Like my friendship with people is slipping away. Ironically, the only thing I can think to do to solve this, is to run away from the problems in front of me, and think that everything will be better when I return ( Read more... )

"To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; to know ( Read more... )

I've decided... that apparently I'm a very bad person. Apparently karma hates me, and I think that, from now on when karma tells me that I have been bad, I need to further punish myself. I've tried so hard to be a good person, but, fate tells me that I've been a bad person ( Read more... )

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